So this is my first post in 2010!

It came to my attention today, thanks so a lovely girl from my cohort that said she checked this thing out, that I have only had one entry since I have come back. Crazy! none in 2010 either! Guess I am a mess.....so I decided that I would add another entry. Who knows, maybe I will start actually keeping it updated. it could be interesting since I am in gradschool. I'll try not to vent too much :P

SOOOO maybe it is just cuz Alex is coming back that I have decided to write something in here, I guess I don't really now. As I sit here listening to some oldie Alkaline Trio, all I can think to write about is Alex. I guess thats just cuz this blog started when I went over there and kinda stopped when I got back....oops.

enough of that. it was getting repetitive.

ALEX WILL BE HERE SOON! just over a month. I couldn't be more excited and the 25th of May cannot come soon enough. It really feels like I haven't seen him in forever.....I guess it has been several months. In a way I am used to him being away so even though I am excited, it kinda all seems surreal. I mean, he is not coming for good (yet) and he will be in Iowa for most of the summer. But I do get to see him. I'm very pleased. The downside is that after this visit I don't know when I will get to see him next. Prlly not until next summer. Which sucks SO much. We haven't had to pull a year without eachother yet. It is going to be a rough one. He says he will try to come see me at some point during the year. But that really isn't very likely since our school breaks do not match up. lame. But we do what we have to do.

I can not describe how much I look forward to having him here for good. It feels like that is forever away. Just two more years-ish. And then he will be here. We can totally get by, but that doesn't make it suck any less to know that. I just hope it all works out smoothly. I know it won't, but I am keeping my fingers crossed that it will. I figure we at least deserve a smooth transition after everything we have been through!

I'm starting to complain now....I should end it before I get all sad or complainy. I will have to make this a more regular thing. It could be good for everyone from Iowa to keep up with me, right? And anyone out there in England that reads this too.....well, that will once I tell everybody that I blog again. Peace out. I have a paper to write and a bf to skype.