Somehow my parents convinced me that I should have a baby. Haven't a clue how, but in the dream they had. I was prego in the dream for a short period of time. Artificially inseminated. Didn't see the birth, but I had had the baby and was suddenly fighting all Teen Mom style with a friend over whom would get the baby more, me or her. Yes, I was fighting with a girl over it. I was really confused in the dream and was arguing with her about why she thought she could even see my baby, as it wasn't like I was a lesbian with her and she had no part in the decision for me to have a baby. But the two of us argued and she eventually, somehow took my baby to her parents house. I was livid, and yelled a lot about how she had no right to my baby and how the two of us needed to split the time with the baby equally. I also made the argument that if anyone got to have it more it would be me for carrying it. I threatened to take her to court and everything. I also used her personal issues to attack her character and for proof that she was an unfit, controlling mother, and I would not allow her to anymore have contact with my child. the end.
although this dream was fairly tame, it strikes me as very odd for many reasons. I am not a lesbian and don't even hang around this friend very often. I'd never let my parents convince me into having a bay, i don't even want to have my own. and lastly, not really sure why i'd ever be artificially inseminated....I have for years had a strong preference for adoption over anything else. oh yeah, and Alex wasn't around. If I were to ever aquire children, he would be part if it.
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