So I keep having these dreams. Dreams about my future. Dreams about creating my own treatment center. I wrote a facebook status about it a month or so ago, that is when the dreams started. They are all similar in content, but vary each time. I haven't had one in a long while, but I started having them again recently.
They all center around my career and starting my own treatment center specifically for self-harming individuals. I have drempt everything from what the decor of the residential program will look like, to staffing that I need, to outpatient programs and aftercare. My dream has come up with activities and the daily plan for the residential clients. And it specifically caters towards a certain type of self-harmer. The emo! lol
My dreams sometimes are just purely going through the empty treatment center, seeing still shots of staff where a voice lists out what they do. Sometimes the center is full of clients that are doing activities. It is always like watching a movie, where I am not a part of what is going on. Nobody speaks to me, or even acknowledges my presence. Somehow I know that it is my center though. I never see myself in the dreams, but occasionally I am referred to. I even have seen my office once.
Its really strange to me that I keep having these dreams. I have never wanted to start my own facility, I always figured I would bounce around to a few different jobs before settling into one I like. Now my dreams refer to me working at S.A.F.E. Alternatives prior to starting my own facility, and also me pairing up with T.W.L.O.H.A. at my facility.
I am not exactly sure what to make of it. The first time I had the dream was a week or so before I took an essay test for a summer class where the last question was to outline the top five things you would require if you were starting a treatment center. Easiest question to ask me ever, considering all of my dreams!
I almost feel like I need to take it as a sign. I do believe if we pay close enough attention that we can see signs of warning or premonition. It has happened to me before and I have ignored them in the past - then I got into a carcrash that should have ended much worse than it did. That being said, I think that the extensive dreams I am having are some kind of sign. I do not know from where, or whom, the signs are from and I have not had dreams like this in the past.
All I know is that I keep having them and it is convincing me that this might be a path I want to go down some day. I guess I will have to wait and see. My plans never work out, maybe my dreams will? Time will tell. All I know for sure is that it is all very intriguing.
They all center around my career and starting my own treatment center specifically for self-harming individuals. I have drempt everything from what the decor of the residential program will look like, to staffing that I need, to outpatient programs and aftercare. My dream has come up with activities and the daily plan for the residential clients. And it specifically caters towards a certain type of self-harmer. The emo! lol
My dreams sometimes are just purely going through the empty treatment center, seeing still shots of staff where a voice lists out what they do. Sometimes the center is full of clients that are doing activities. It is always like watching a movie, where I am not a part of what is going on. Nobody speaks to me, or even acknowledges my presence. Somehow I know that it is my center though. I never see myself in the dreams, but occasionally I am referred to. I even have seen my office once.
Its really strange to me that I keep having these dreams. I have never wanted to start my own facility, I always figured I would bounce around to a few different jobs before settling into one I like. Now my dreams refer to me working at S.A.F.E. Alternatives prior to starting my own facility, and also me pairing up with T.W.L.O.H.A. at my facility.
I am not exactly sure what to make of it. The first time I had the dream was a week or so before I took an essay test for a summer class where the last question was to outline the top five things you would require if you were starting a treatment center. Easiest question to ask me ever, considering all of my dreams!
I almost feel like I need to take it as a sign. I do believe if we pay close enough attention that we can see signs of warning or premonition. It has happened to me before and I have ignored them in the past - then I got into a carcrash that should have ended much worse than it did. That being said, I think that the extensive dreams I am having are some kind of sign. I do not know from where, or whom, the signs are from and I have not had dreams like this in the past.
All I know is that I keep having them and it is convincing me that this might be a path I want to go down some day. I guess I will have to wait and see. My plans never work out, maybe my dreams will? Time will tell. All I know for sure is that it is all very intriguing.
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